Dear whoever the f*ck is still listening, I have been gone because I don’t feel adequate. Every word I have written down since the beginning of summer has felt like a betrayal to writing. It has felt wrong. It has felt choppy. There was always something wrong with it. For some reason I have found myself at a loss for words- i’ve never felt this … Continue reading Absent
shoulders sulk under weights of backpacks honey tanned skin fades into a grey blue skies seem to be less vibrant, and the sun doesn’t seem so warm. eye bags darken as everyone tries to adjust to their new schedules everyone is getting so anxious. but it’s okay! don’t worry it’s okay! because summer doesn’t actually end until September 23 so i think i’ll keep on … Continue reading The “end”.
despite all my fears i said “I love you” and there has never been a time where i have been more honest than i was in this moment I know that when i die i will regret every time i did not say “I love you” i just hope it’s not that much Continue reading Die hard
I see her hand spilling out of car windows and I always wonder what she’s reaching for What is she searching for Continue reading StarzZ
i don’t really know what’s going on… there’s this jumbled mess in my head i think they’re my thoughts. but something’s wrong something’s wrong there’s an old pain in my stomach it feels too familiar too familiar i thought maybe i was moving on, from all of this. but maybe i guess it’s all still here. the confusion and anger and late late hours of … Continue reading I don’t really know what this is.
i wish i could stop reliving nights that have already passed because i need to be living in the present. i need to Continue reading
Please please please stay out of my dreams i’m not looking for reminders i’m not searching for my past so why are you back haunting me with ghosts of memories stay out of my dreams you don’t belong here anymore Continue reading Dead to Me